good bye Ammar

Last week, Ammar was having fever, but it last one day only, so I thought, it's ok. A week later, his eyes was so like puss in the boot's eye. I said, "Eee.. Ammar you make that puss in the boots face, so cute of you". He sleeps all the time, don't play, but he lets Melissa to rub her cheek and body towards him. They are like the shark and the small fish which will stick on shark's body for cleaning - Yes! Ammar and Melissa totally like that!.

2 days later, I realize he's getting skinny, lost appetite, and sleeps 24 7. I was petting him, when i saw his ears, paws, gum turns yellowish. Oh no! Jaundice! The next morning I brought him to vet. Vet gave liver tonic and Jaundice medicine. Ammar pupil is big, and that means the toxic has reached to it's brain. His kidney swollen up too. Vet advice me to give wet food and bring him back a.s.a.p if he totally don't eat or drink.

Back home, I fed Ammar his meds, and I crossed my fingers, hoping he'll eat the wet food and hurray! he eats without force feeding. There's hope! There's hope! He'll survive. The next day, Ammar start to pee dark yellowish, and he drinks, but don't touch his food at all. I need to force feed him. This is not good! The another day he don't drink nor eat! All the food I feed, he'll throw it out again. So I bring him to the vet for drip. He is so weak, he can't even walk.

Ammar was admitted. I kissed him before I go back. Vet told me, in this stage, it's 50-50 because he's not responding to the meds that they gave.

The next morning, I was in class. I realize I had a misscall from the vet when I reached home. I called back and the receptionist told me that the doctor has patient and he'll call me back. At 4pm, vet called me. She said that Ammar can't be saved. He was not responding to the drip, the oxygen, and the meds. When vet called in the morning was to inform me that Ammar is dying and wanna let me see him for the last time. But it's too late now. He died. I picked him up at night after evening class. He was wrapped respectfully - with white canvas and plastic bag. Brought him home for burial. Everyone was sad. Melissa isolate herself in a corner, Panjang be with Ammar through the whole burial process, the kids were there too - looking at Ammar being buried.

I'll be missing your licks. You even lick me before we go to vet, as if you know you are not going to see me again. I never knew you'll go away this young. May you rest in peace. Good bye Ammar..