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Today I bath Pendek & Panjang coz after the operation, they cant bath for a long time. They are so adorable. Yes, I'm nervous about tomorrow. Been kissing & hugging them and watching them siting boringly in their cage. Really scared if today is the last day for me to pamper them. Panjang's toilet is real low, so he peed, and shoot outside of the cage. Ahahahhaaa.. He already get use to the hooded one. So I clean his overshoot pee.. Well, hope everything's fine....

The first

I've been collecting money by doing this cat sitting and Guess what,my gays will be the first to be spayed. We plan of Tupai first, but since those gays already start celebrating spraying fiesta in my house, they'll be the first. Booked a slot at DBKL-kembiri clinic on Sunday. Hope everything will goes well and no complication or whatever occurs. This is my first time, and yes, im very nervous!! Really wanna educate people that neutering is the best way to make a cat live happily ever after. Thanx for supporting me guys..wish me and those gays lucks ok!!

Lana

I came out from the kitchen and saw this cute kitten trying to squeeze herself between the wall and the cage. My housemate found her at the parking lot. She has wound at her toe and she is so damn manja! I'm not sure she's lost or what, but she can't be left alone. Else, she'll scream like a scared baby. Then i notice similarities between her and Bubu, which are, love to bite hand and leg, can mix around with any cat without any problem, and loves to follow anyone insight. no matter a stranger or owner. So i decided to name her Lana. I'm not sure to keep her or not but seems like everyone in my house fall in love with her(i assume from their facial expression while playing with her), especially this girl who lost contact with her beloved D.C(the kitten which in our lost and found section, and now she might be playing with her owner), so since Lana came, she's like "ah..replacement of D.C..Let's snap snap pictures..". Even my another housemate says like "let me adopt her lah.."..erm,let me discuss with Lana first ok..

Teman me please..

"O.J,O.J, at last you come to teman me. I'm so lonely here, but since you already here, lets play!" says late Amir. O.J died in my arms about 4.34pm just now. She was eating n drinking much, i think she like the chicken soup and the raw chicken, but she pee alot. Its ok for me. I told her, if u survive O.J, i'm gonna keep u, O.J. She mewed, but minus the voice. I know all she want is the milk. Mama's real milk, but Mama too bias dont wanna feed her, only feed her siblings. She mewed hungry, follow everywhere Mama goes, but when Mama lay down, and O.J wanna start drinking, Mama will get away, worst, kick her. I saw it, and i am mad with Mama, til today. I know O.J is weak, but i never wanna giveup on her. I know she is in pain, and i believe she will survive the pain,and live happily after her eye pop out, but, i was wrong. I saw her tears, feel her pain, sometimes i feel wanna put her to sleep, so that she wouldn't suffer, but the other half of me dont wanna give up hope on her. I clean her everytime she pee, dry her, feed her,calm her down when she's in real great pain. Her last moment, i know she's in real great pain,she mew without her voice for several time, i give her chicken soup, she drink alot,maybe to ease her pain, then she trembled,i try to calm her down,then her mew,her last mew,her last breath,in my arms.

O.J, O.J.....i feel like she's still breathing. I ask my housemate to check on her, 15minutes later, i try to carry her, she's heavy n started to harden, then i really believe, she is dead. I try to act strong by not crying, coz i know, this is the nature, all living things will die, but i can't help it.Tears rolling down my cheek, im crying.. O.J, dont worry, all the trouble u've cost, i dont really care. It is a precious experience for me.

O.J, u really teach me how to be patience n now i know how it feels when a mother takes care of sick child. I appreciate it. O.J, i hope u are happy playing at heaven. Send my love to Tompok, Tompok Jr., Adek's kittens, and Amir.. i miss all of you. May you rest in peace.